Джейн Эйр / Jane Eyre

I leaned against a gate, and looked into an empty field where no sheep were feeding, where the short grass was nipped and blanched. It was a very grey day; a most opaque sky, �onding on snaw,’[8 - �Onding on snaw’ – на грани снегопада.] canopied all; then flakes fell in intervals, which settled on the hard path and on the hoary lea without melting. I stood, a wretched child enough, whispering to myself over and over again, �What shall I do? – what shall I do?’

All at once I heard a clear voice call, �Miss Jane! where are you? Come to lunch!’

It was Bessie, I knew well enough; but I did not stir.

�You naughty little thing!’ she said. �Why don’t you come when you are called?’

Bessie’s presence, compared with the thoughts over which I had been brooding, seemed cheerful, even though, as usual, she was somewhat cross. The fact is, after my conflict with and victory over Mrs. Reed, I was not disposed to care much for the nursemaid’s transitory anger; and I was disposed to bask in her youthful lightness of heart.

The action was more frank and fearless than any I was habituated to indulge in. Somehow it pleased her.

�You are a strange child, Miss Jane,’ she said, as she looked down at me; �a little roving, solitary thing. And you are going to school, I suppose?’

I nodded.

�And won’t you be sorry to leave poor Bessie?’

�What does Bessie care for me? She is always scolding me.

�Because you’re such a queer, frightened, shy little thing. You should be bolder.’

�What! To get more knocks!’

�Nonsense! But you are rather put upon, that’s certain. My mother said, when she came to see me last week, that she would not like a little one of her own to be in your place. Now, come in, and I’ve some good news for you.’

�I don’t think you have, Bessie.

�Child! what do you mean? What sorrowful eyes you fix on me! Well, but Missis and the young ladies and Master John are going out to tea this afternoon, and you shall have tea with me. I’ll ask cook to bake you a little cake, and then you shall help me to look over your drawers for I am soon to pack your trunks. Missis intends you to leave Gateshead in a day or two, and you shall choose what toys you like to take with you.